Wonder Girl
I guess I’d be going on my way to paranoia in the long run! Ahrrg, I’m so sick of like being ambitious and envious of something actually unique to individual. This bothers me truly. Grr. I’m not supposed to be somewhat envious but I barely can help myself from feeling this way. ;( It really wonders me Why can’t I settle on what is going on in me, Why I keep comparing different things, etc. Hey! Each individual is unique! I am already pissed off of myself! My sensitivity comes out at the wrong outcome and timing!
Why is this happening to me? I am very insecure! Is it the result of being after of what people say than myself? uh-oh. I often used to listen on what others say or comment about me. huhu. Hopefully I can manage and understand it clearly as time goes by! 
why don’t you try to appreciate your capabilities?.maybe you can change your point of view in yourself..lack of appreciation for yourself.. I think you have to fill that emptiness in your life. char!hehehe.. Go girl!
Comment by jet — October 18, 2009 @ 1:37 am