A confession
"Im trying to be so real for you.. but it’s not that easy to control my emotions. I tried to fight that’s why i settled to being just a friend. That’s why everything is UNFAIR…but i can live with that!
La na! Nalumos na! You should hate me by now. Db, trust me like, don’t trust me!..Tama na en.. Sometimes kasi, i can’t control my emotions wen i’m with you though i really did. Good job hiding it from you.. im just afraid that maybe i would be overpowered by my feelings or my feeling would control me. And, eventually masira nuon atong friendship. It’s good thing that you laugh about everything and i hate it, telling you that! BUt heY, like i said, it’s all unfair! right?.. cheer up! You’ll hate me starting now after the things i confessed to you. I love you en! Mwaah!"
"don’t you hate me for this?"
"I was really expecting that you will hate me.. I’m just not that sure that things will go on right for us again. Honestly, i’m too afraid how you’d react.. and of losing you en."
"Good thing pud you don’t see or feel like i do. Sorry if i kept things from you…. I need to hide my feelings behind you otherwise, kahit friendship lng, d nimo maofer.. "
This a confession that really struck me, from one of my close friends. It does struck me because we have a complicated and impossible world. toooottt….
